poems from july

to be alive at the end of the world
a place i can peak over its edge
temporal, imploring, for you to finally jump

meet me here, at the delta of time
where shards of memory gather into islands
shining, and paralyzing silence

the strings of our dimensions,
alleviate the tension
as i, play them for you, as i
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on nights like this i think of you
and everything i couldn't do

i wonder if ill ever forget
the part you played in my life
i wonder if ill ever regret
the hate and all the strife

you came to an end way too soon
living, too intense and caustic
emotion, but a boon
thinking of you only makes me nauseous
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youre a diamond in the rough
a child who thinks they’re tough
oh baby, despite all the ire
respite, i shall sire
to bring you peace
to bring you tranquility
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black bird brail
crows against the ivory snow
they leave a trail
where it leads, i do not know
but of my needs, i know it will show
mystery and nebulous joy.
unless- it is a ploy?
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where i a thing, but what i am,
i wonder what id be

wings hold no value, in a sky set a fire
oceans, hot with coals